Airplanes
the airplanes in the night sky like shooting stars are
I Could really use a wish right
now wish wish right now right now ...
Then there are those moments when you would not want to think about anything. In which nothing should be. In which questions should be avoided with ease, as if they had never been asked.
E 'that I can not not think about not express myself, not to look at everything with objectivity.
Extreme, clinical Epulon. The feelings out, only room for reason. It 'annoying in a hallucinatory way.
're close to those who want, all without exception. Still missing. Something, those details that would make it even more perfect. But
than would be needed to shooting stars? Not even the sky Dubai sarebe enough.
What then, more perfect. It can be said? Objectively because the word "perfect" expresses a beautiful and comprehensive concept on its own. So you can actually have something better?
I wrote this intervention on the night between eleven and twelve. Now is the night of the nineteenth and the twentieth and correct it. More than anything I add.
go over it and I can not find, remember, reason, or rather, the subject understood why I wrote it.
then play back the song and feel why. But remember to properly do not talk.
Mind absurd. I should stop writing all these people leaving implied. But at the same time I can not do without, it's like my mind goes.
Yes, because when I read in a long time, I realize that what I wrote, which seemed so beautiful, in reality is pure rambling. I can not understand why I wrote it that way, because at that very moment what I wrote seemed to make sense. Often find it absurd, written by beta you feed lilyj and everyone knows the legend of lilyj frankness. She would not comment on, or worships or destroyed.
Somebody take me back to the days
Before this was a job
Before I got paid
Before it ever mattered what I had in my bank
Yeah back when I was tryin' to get a tip at Subway
And back when I was rappin' for the hell of it
But now days we rappin' to stay relevant
I'm guessin' that if we can make some wishes out of airplanes
Then maybe oh maybe I'll go back to the days
Before the politics that we call the rap game
And back when ain't nobody listened to my mix tapes
And back before I tried to cover up my slate
But this is for Decatur
What's up Bobby Ray?
So can I get a wish to end the politics
And get back to the music That started this shit
So here I stand And then again I say
I'm hopin 'we can Make Some wishes outta airplanes
I'm going to mention it all to end, how can I not? I'm hoping that we can express wishes with aircraft ...
Why use them much, because the song is sad. Why did you hit and sunk.
I can not really tell if the feeling is given by the voice of Hayley Williams or the words of the song. This woman has a voice so beautiful and varied ... treble and bass without any problems. Not that this
I can not do but no one ... I his bass is deep, shake you. You see, if Michelle Lea sang this song, lasciarebbe back everything. Because his voice is high and also in the bass and treble. Maybe that's why its so much patner sings in falsetto, or at least on a scale higher than normal. Or maybe it's because I
HW closed in a box called "rock-punk-stuff-that-short-breaks-no-musicals." To say that I did not recognize at the time.
I turned on the TV and the video begins, the titles already gone. Love the song I had to turn on the PC.
Entry into facebook I realize that Dani has already posted, then comment and not the place firsthand. I knew the voice of the singer, I had associated with "I caught myself, and then the hair .. but I was not sure. In short, HW in a duet? So I Googled and it was her.
I played only 3 times in a row, and then was banned because of a German without a heart who does not know what the feelings are. So now listen with earphones. Also because they are 4:20.
We can pretend that the plane / in the night sky / stars are falling? / I could really make a wish now.
And I continue to listen to it over and over again.
Because of the time, the thoughts in Italian is completely well in English? I do not want tirarmela I know English, it is only natural. It seems that in Italian there are no words that can express the concept so well.
And because the left arm continues to hurt this way? As the legs, like all those times that I have the impression that the blood does not flow, which may stop before all the damn leg numb the pain. I'm afraid. Maybe it's just cholesterol. It 's normal waking up with all these pains in my bones? I want and I do the allergy tests, analysis ... But if it were something more serious?
The fear of being deprived of food again and filled with these looks painful it makes me stay away from all those surgeries. The fear of return to running after the food, to have those hunger pangs again absurd makes me run away.
There is a light there, in the bottom of all this mess, called Dr. Amendola. I remember sitting in the chair, legs crossed on the chair, which I have done very rarely, I remember it fondly, I remember with deep pain. I remember how I cried in the study of that bitch's Cottage I scolded severely by the fact that I had not lost weight, remember how I cried in my bed because could not come from Dr. Amendola. I remember he gave me his note, should you have continue the sessions with her. I remember that Dad asked me and his angry face, waiting for an answer. That was a yes, in the form of a no. The form of tears, again.
What they do not inform me, about the reopening of my medical records, is the fact that my come to know him. And this would destroy me because I would fight with their eyes, with uncomfortable questions and silences.
And if you could tell me that in reality there is nothing to cure? That is just selfishness what I will be able to want to be looked like a normal person and not the pretty girl and nice but unfortunately fat.
Too often lately I wanted to raise a phone to get a good chat. But there was a refusal to receive the courage to not receive attention when I desperately needed.
Maybe I did, but I always ended the call due to commitments. I remember when you told me "I can not tell what will happen, and how to conduct myself then, but now there are. Take it as it comes. "
Most likely then that it arrived.
and then back on my feet alone. Again. Can we pretend
the airplanes in the night sky like shooting stars are
I Could really use right now
a wish wish wish right now right now ...
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