Title of chapter: Disarm me
Characters: Roxas / Axel
Rating: Yellow
FOOTNOTES One-shot / Melancholy / Sad
Disclaimer: characters, places and habits are the property of Nomura Sensei, the writing and situations are my property.
. Disarm me.
He had observed a long time during those few weeks. Unknown to him had followed, stalked almost, but eventually was able to find out what the hell that kid had in mind. And he knew, damn it, he knew that would be solved with a stalemate or worse. Here, then worse in particular did not want to even think for half a second. Initially
his was a mere intuition. Roxas claimed to know quite well, and had blue eyes of his friend noticed a black cloud that was deepening more and more, the same restlessness that Axel could feel when they found themselves to exchange what were pampering of those who felt completely alone.
Especially during the morning: they had gone a little 'alone, and Axel had tried in every way to bring a smile to Roxas. Had also come to give them the couple while they were lying on the lawn first vaguely clean they had encountered. The youngest was curved lips, but the smile did not reach the eyes that saw Axel always darker. It was during that evening that he decided to speak out. He could no longer watch, was not the type.
was late at night, maybe not the best time to start a discussion that could be really turned on. But Axel felt even into the soul or sought clarification that night or Roxas would have lost without even knowing why.
knew very well where he could find it. In fact, there he is, which rotated to face the noise of the creaking door of the room that was open. He was sitting on the bed, with only the light coming in through the window-that-was, however, little to illuminate his face and as the Organization was not removed. As if he felt nostalgia for the dark hood.
"Axel, what are you doing still awake at this hour?"
She looked at him, trying to unravel what the heck he was thinking behind those wells that reflected an image of himself, panting, and damn worried lover. But he preferred to keep him for herself, or would have been even worse.
shook his head, closed the door behind him and sat on the bed against the back of Roxas, making the bedsprings creak. A spontaneous smile he lost in the noise, how many times he had heard ...
"What happens, Roxas?" The question was perhaps a bit 'too direct, and the expression with which he had asked was really bad. But he did not know how to deal with the topic, he fear of failure, fear of combining some kind of trouble that very night. It was not the case.
Roxas's right hand is clenched into fists on the sheets, producing a noise that was like thunder in the silence of the room. Accelerated breaths, the sound of chains that clash.
"Axel, listen, I ..." Axel
For those first words were enough to silence the other with a sudden wave of his hand. "I understand." He murmured, his face covered by his hand off. He did not know where to start, but eventually the conversation came down to two simple words.
I'll miss you. But as
potergliele say without sounding too silly or even dramatic?
He took a deep breath, his hand slowly slipped from her face to end softly in her lap. "Roxas. You do not understand that it risks disappearing? "It was not what he meant, but what could he do but make him think? "I'll kill Roxas, and I could not stop it! For what purpose do such an end? "
He raised his voice, damn it. Certainly Demyx, who was sleeping nearby, he woke up and within a short time he began to cry. That idiot ...
But his thoughts were abruptly interrupted by a contact who would never have expected. Roxas was the soft skin of his hand, that a light touch on the touched the fingers and back. Axel lowered his eyes from the face of Roxas in hand, opening his lips.
"Do not miss any, Axel ... is the best. "
She bit her lip, shook his hand and rolled over one of the youngest. Roxas said he did not want those dirty lies-those-were for him, he did not think that what he had just said.
"Stop! Stupid! You do not understand that ... that ... "the words died in her throat. He raised his eyes, without actually fixing those now empty of Roxas, just leaned over, brushing his lips with his own. A light touch, full of anger, sadness. "... I miss you, stupid. "What was that wet suddenly furrowed cheeks? He had no idea that those were called tears.
Roxas waited a little before replying, also whispering. "Why, Axel?" Put a hand on his chest, wrapped in black uniforms who hated from the bottom of my heart. "You have a heart, you can not ..."
"stupid," Well, that way they would wake up everyone. It was more than certain, dammit. "YOU ARE JUST A STUPID! IT WOULD UNDERSTAND THAT ALL ... that ... " shoulders collapsed. What reason was there to continue to scream? Both would soon be gone, and within themselves would have only the memory of these kisses and smile.
A rustle, a burst of spring, and there he is standing in front of the door. "I know Axel. Me too. "
stuck out his hand, opened the door and disappeared in the space that had opened in the dark corridor. I walk slowly faded, and Axel was sure than ever that his heart was gone.
If that boy was taken away so melancholy, disarming it of any defense to the pain of being a Nobody. A Nothing.
"What kind of stupid ... "But certainly not
she wanted him back, that heart.
. Finish.
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