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I did not know that Sugar had organized a birthday party for 17. I knew that would mean
organized, I knew it would be the 17 (because Sugar is final for dates), I knew that there would be Monkey.
In an instant, I was struck to the heart I know that I would not have been. And my choice. Why I left.
But what I destroyed, Gianni has said that to me.


I did not know that Monkey would have to come to the airport to greet me.
told me Dani.









Every time I speak with Sus is a breath of fresh air.
reassures me.
not my monologue on the English weather, Scazzi on in the kitchen, about me loving .
E 'a monologue from "I did this, we went there, there was a cute, then has happened this this and this ...". And I am speaking, I participate, we exchange opinions and we end up talking about everything. Not the usual nothing here nothing there, I can not tell you that and bla bla bla.
E 'a: This my life is boring, but I want you to do is party. Because if I say something, I have an answer. Not an emoticon.
Because when I say that I come to Italy and I think I spend four days with her, asking me to stay longer. I look and tells him to stay longer with their , and reflection, saying their cocks sti's with me and that's it, at least I do not remember that you are about to leave ten minutes before you leave.

Because I would like to feel pampered and debauchery.



I feel abandoned, that's all.
As if the distance I took away the ability to be a part of your lives.

Because at times like these when I can not stop crying after three hours when I wake up in the morning with the pillow still wet and the hiccups, which I do not think that with the distance, do not you care about me more ; shit. And then


abandonment.